Rise and go, Your Faith has made you well.

I have felt like I'm on the verge for months.

There has been a push that has not exactly been pleasant.  There has been a hill against.
I have been grinding and meeting hills and that familiar up-against.
I ha e been in this season of feeling stalled, applying and not hearing back. Jobs that seem on hand, like I'm on the Tip.

Then with Overwhelm and anxiety at work.  Little glimpses of hope in people I network with or meet that go faint. 

Now on his way to Jerusalem, Jesus traveled along the border between Samaria and Galilee.

Jesus was heading somewhere important, to Jerusalem, somewhere he wanted to be. How odd he found himself between two juxtaposing places, set between opposing lands, Samaria and Galilee when the 10 lepers called out to him. They had need.  
Jesus heals them all, then says to the one that praised God.

Rise and Go, your faith has made you well.

What if it's not supposed to be Pretty

What if your need or state even if it's pathetic is the starting point.

The kingdom does always come with the proceeding sign that all is going well for us and how life doesn't always beckon with ease and good feelings or arrange good notions ahead of you, it's not about having the path laid down and pleasant vibe already.

Maybe the kingdom is not contained in the obvious signs of what most would call success. What if that's not the mark, that's not the proof.  
What if the kingdom has nothing to do
with having that winning streak to hang on to
or seeing your awesome outcome
ahead of you,
The sign or proof
of all your hard work
and dedication.

Don't relish in having ease set up before you

Rise and go, your faith has made you well.

What if as you go, and as that faith enters you
in the midst of things falling apart, or nothing happening, or chronic closed doors,

What if as you go it's you making that special faith that is ruthless,
That can only come when your at your lowest. 
It's a muscle it's a substance that God bestows on you.
When your heart and everything commands a clearing.

When your whole heart and womanhood
is set on the Lord.
So what if
 as you rise it's your faith
that substance
that returns everything to you.
That returns home to you

What if it's in the going in the rising up against the heavy oppressive thing
that releases God's healing