You will be a blessing

I am just in awe. I am in every way stunned and shining.   Like my glowing is being reassigned. Like I am making fruit and it is with my beloveds. To cause a good thing a new way.
My dear friends who are so poignant.  This mix of edge and rad and Holy Spirit.

When Tito was almost struck down. battling all these heavy things that are swirling around. Past graveyards and so many options that don't seem to belong.  The weight of them, and each one could almost fill the room-his mind with smog. Going over each one a bad hand.  And then I started to call out, and remember the goodness however small, the awesome way God has been giving him this current,  And as I spoke each word brought a new gust of possibility. I started tracing the awe and honor and morsels of crazy Victory that God is doing over NefTy. and every word kept making more.  

So the stitching the nterpreting starting to glow with new thread with new assembly.
Recalling and tracing.  

And heaven was attracted to our talk.

This morning God brought me something so heavenly like Spring, like what He said.  So now I cannot be discounted.  

The seed will grow well, the vine will yield its fruit, the ground will produce its crops, and the heavens will drop their dew.  I will give all these things as an inheritance to the remnant of the people. As you have been an object of cursing among the nations, O Judah and Israel, so will I save you, and you will be a blessing.  Do not be afraid, but let your hands be strong.  (Zach 8)

I marvel He says You will be a blessing.  
He will give all these things as an inheritance.  
Discouragement must Go.  
So appears  real path coming. A road. A jewel way A way of leaping.  
To be truly encouraged.  To be at peace.

 Speaking words and almost banishing the edge of gloom last night with Nef-ty.
To call out and to name.  To interpret and reclaim.
To redress the lonely places.
Refusing the knots into a battle ground of triumph.

Like Paul and Barnabas
To have a friend and man and Protector like Nefty.  I am so crazy lucky.
He is like this new element
How wild and unlikely.  He stepping in  like a counterpart.
He says he is called To defend and protect me.  
I've never had a man to do that. And in a real and honoring and raw and good way.
To both mend parts of our story that were messed up. 
OR not something we could say this is Mine. This is totally Good.
And I get to be who I am.
I get to be a blessing. 

He says You are my Sensei too.  You are my sensei.  Holy Yes. I don't need to look up I can run and battle with someone who is solid. Who carries righteousness and mantle honor.

now we are being prompted

taking your assignment when you rule

So now
Like Secret Agents we are taking a new assignment.  

New tasks. 
Its like I'm finally doing my thing.
I'm on to new deliveries.

I'm having true blessing
and readressing.
And unlocking keys.

I am renaming.
And catching your Wind Lord.

I'm finding true treasure
according to your great love.
No more terror
and no hope deferred.

And I will flee from the one
that likes to steal from me.

I will step out of the stale places
Because I don't care for being stalled.

Because my Mama didn't teach me to be complacent
but always finding way,
Always having hope, 
and only coming out of shame.

I close down inconjunct equations
that would tame me.

Because I am a fighter;
I am a good one.

It's how the Lord prefers me.
He loves to let me
in on it, 
His mischief and
His wonderful way
where all I can do is brim
in his Pleasure.

Where I get to be together.
And darling.
He loves to put me on display
and everything gets better.