The Dream I dream

This is the day when I knew I had chosen well.  

At church surrounded by my possy, the generals who have my back.  Nefty was in the corner behind me and Kris was sitting next to me making her little sways and buzzing in some deep endearment with the giddy love of the Father.  But even with this backing

But When Jake walked in with his new girl and late like always, and When I could hear his little boy make his little glee noises my heart just tossed like a vase.  I remembered how it felt to be known by him and be by his side.  And to feel like it was my time. An untamed love and my adoration for a man I thought was mighty and for me. So sitting there in the corner my heart with its wild bouquet fell and scattered. 

But it was this day sitting in church that Ian was speaking and handed me a book like a prophetic adorning.Somehow his son chose me, picked me.
And the book was called Life Mastery.  
And Ian in his extraordinary and musical way he spoke over me.
He spoke everything I would dream to hear, he spoke of the life that I have been yearning to raise like a shield, the place I've been contending and clenching for--
 He said "Molly you will be known for your Life Mastery."  And he spoke many things that I knew could be, and it was like God saying Yes, Yes girl. You're the One.
Like I've been heard.  Like I've been laying something down that matters.

 

The Spill over

So we swelled in.  And we had to keep worshipping and Jesse asked who felt they were being called out, He asked who is called in, to lead and to minister and to really step in.  And again it was like I was being chosen. 
And I raised my hand with so many of my beloveds.   And we gathered together.  
And I danced and swayed and said yes to your Big way and the gentle way you let me remain.

Pulled out of disappointment.
when I was reappointed.  
When I am free to adore you.
And all I can do is pour on you
all my perfume.

The God who brings all things together

You will bring all things together.
We will always remember what you’ve done.

Your Kindness Lord.  It's how sweet you are.   You beatiful and how sweet to let you do your pour.. It's so crazy how the more we give it away  the more you give.  And I just want to stay in this.  

And all we could do was pour it out.  And all you could do was feed us. I feel so placed right now.

And Audrey dressing us so beautifully.  Her words went all over like honey.
And our words nursing resting pouring.
Radical Abiding.
Fresh Timing
Higher levels higher levels
higher dreams.

Divine Timing
Total passion burns through all
Makes fresh soil

Now I see why they call us your Bride.   

With all of us swaying. each one feeling prized.  
Whether a loner a gangster or someone uptight
No matter what had been lost or what had been disenfranchized
We were coming together
We were finding that life.

We were finding your hum of things. That amazing soliloquy.

Apart
here we disenfranchized.
We were all drinking. We were all brimming in it.